my parents are talking about having me committed. just to be safe.
at least my final papers are getting postponed. my finals too. that's something but it's not enough.
it's not fair.
why doesn't anyone believe me?
they say they do, but no one's ever really believed me.
but people keep teasing me. they keep sneering and mocking and i know they're doing it i can hear them why can't anyone else?
maybe i am crazy. maybe but i don't feel crazy just frustrated and angry.
i'm getting so angry. and i keep having these dreams. the shadows want me to focus my anger on something but i don't want to remember that you can't make me remember that.
i think that pill is starting to work.