My parents have Faith is here keeping an eye on me. Making sure I don't do anything rash.
It was just one sleeping pill. I wasn't trying to kill myself. I just didn't want any dreams. I don't want to be awake, either.
They keep happening. I dream I wake up and the shadows are talking to me. They're telling me that revenge will solve all my problems. They're telling me all I have to do is sever the source of my troubles and they'll all just fade away.
That I have to rise. Rise as Boudica.
But they're not just dreams anymore. I catch whispers wherever I go. At some point, the background noise gets dimmer and the shadows start whispering and they keep saying the same things. I think I'm coming apart.
I don't know what to do. I can't stop the voices. I try to cover my ears but then I hear it in the sound of my ears being covered.
And when I do sleep, when I wake up...there are bruises on my arms. Grey spots all over them. What am I doing to myself?
Faith won't let me leave. Not for any reason. I guess it's for my own good.
I don't know what I'm going to do. Am I really hearing voices? Am I really going crazy?